I write this as a kind of therapy, to release the mental chaos that I caused myself and because I hope to become a profitable trader in a constant way one day.But this is also a shaking of reality for me, and perhaps it is also for you ... I will publish here the steps I am taking in my recovery process as I advance and get that consistency that I look for so much.I was operating with my personal account and three more accounts, with an approximate total of $ 80,000.The loss was around 60,000.To put it in context: it is real money.If this sounds familiar, let me know.And hopefully serve to prevent someone else from making the same mistakes as me.-Mabenn FX specialist